

The Last Time I Committed Suicide
Neal Cassady is living the beat life during the 1940s, working at The Tire Yard and philandering around town. However, he has visions of a happy life with kids and a white picket fence. When his girlfried, Joan, tries to kill herself he gets scared and runs away. But when Joan reappears will he take the chance at that happiness, or will he turn his back on it?
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Plot Summary
In 1953, a young writer named Jordan White is deeply depressed and contemplating suicide after the departure of his lover, Joan. He finds solace and inspiration in the writings of boxer-turned-poet Claude Glass. Jordan attempts to emulate Glass's life, seeking out experiences that might fuel his own artistic endeavors and help him overcome his despair, ultimately leading him down a dangerous path.
Critical Reception
The film received mixed to negative reviews, with many critics finding its tone and subject matter heavy-handed and its narrative unconvincing. Performances, particularly Keanu Reeves's portrayal, were a point of contention, though some appreciated the film's attempt to explore dark themes. It has gained a cult following over the years.
What Reviewers Say
- Criticized for its melodramatic and self-indulgent tone.
- Performances were seen as uneven, with some finding the lead's portrayal overwrought.
- The film's exploration of suicide and artistic torment was considered heavy-handed by many.
Google audience: Audience reception is largely unavailable through readily accessible aggregated data. However, those who engage with the film often find its bleak narrative and intense themes to be polarizing.
Fun Fact
The film is based on a collection of essays and letters by the real-life poet and boxer Claude Glass, titled 'The First Time I Committed Suicide'.
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